So i decided to keep a journal a while back to help me sort through my feelings and stuff. It has really helped it some ways. I decided to do the same thing again, this time online. I hope to chronicle my journey to either come to grips with reality as it is, or seek to replace it with my own version.
At the moment I am working with the replacement idea, hoping to learn to cope with the things I simply do not like about the world by thinking about them in a different light, or just ignoring it all together.
For those who my not know me, I should tell you that I am bipolar and have a history of mental illness. I will also talk about how this affects my day to day life and what I do to deal with it. Sometimes I wonder if I’m not a bit more insane than I think I am. I know I have a few issues, but are there more that I don’t know about?
I’ve spent so much of my time and energy trying to appear normal to those around me that I am not really sure of who I am anymore. In a way, I guess this whole thing could simply be a journey of self discovery. I’m not really sure who I am, and if you ask those that know me, you will probably get a hundred different answers.
Anyway, if you are reading this, and I guess you are, then I hope you enjoy, or are at least entertained or fascinated by, my blog. This will be an interesting look into my mind and my life and could be quite a ride. If you know me personally, you may learn some things about me you may or may not have wanted to know. Be warned.
Thanks for reading. I will try to post at least once a week, maybe more
P.S. Anything found on this blog is Copyright Me, unless otherwise noted. This is stuff out of my head, so don’t steal it and make money. 🙂