Category Archives: Crazy Thoughts

My crazy thoughts.

Oh crap, here come the Holidays

The holidays are always a trying time of year for even the best of us, but being emotionally unstable can make them especially so. It is no secret that I don’t like holidays, especially Christmas and Thanksgiving.  They have mutated … Continue reading

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My reply

The whole point to my alter ego was to try and look at life in a less depressing way, to try to live life the way I wanted, or at least thought it should be. Unfortunately, reality simply wouldn’t let … Continue reading

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Murder by Hope

Hope is a fucking troll. Without hope, there would be no disappointment. Without hope, you wouldn’t be hurt or let down. Sure, hope looks all shiny and sunshine and flowers, but then it leaps from the shadows as you walk … Continue reading

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Another Day

Yep, still alive. Finally got over my illness, whatever it was. It lasted for about four days, which is some sort of record for me, as I really don’t get sick. We joke that the Black Plague is the only … Continue reading

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Snapped

Ok, I know i’m fucking depressed, but this is getting out of hand. I sit here, almost 3am, and I am crying. I’m feeling overwhelmed by the sense of loss.  Loss of my happiness, loss of desire, loss of love, … Continue reading

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End of the Line

It seems the end of the line has come.  Time to get off this crazy train of a planet. I’ve come to the conclusion over the last six months that I am a terrible human.  I’m not sure if it … Continue reading

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Letter to My Wife

*forward, or forewarned?* This is probably the dumbest thing I’ve done in a long time.  It is very personal and should not be put out for the public to see, but that’s why I’m doing this.  If you don’t want to … Continue reading

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