Tag Archives: Bipolar

Oh crap, here come the Holidays

The holidays are always a trying time of year for even the best of us, but being emotionally unstable can make them especially so. It is no secret that I don’t like holidays, especially Christmas and Thanksgiving.  They have mutated … Continue reading

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One Long Year Later

This has been an interesting year for me, one of the most chaotic mentally and emotionally.  I’ve tried to basically remake reality in a way I was better able to cope with, but this simply did not work.  As I’ve … Continue reading

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Murder by Hope

Hope is a fucking troll. Without hope, there would be no disappointment. Without hope, you wouldn’t be hurt or let down. Sure, hope looks all shiny and sunshine and flowers, but then it leaps from the shadows as you walk … Continue reading

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Another Day

Yep, still alive. Finally got over my illness, whatever it was. It lasted for about four days, which is some sort of record for me, as I really don’t get sick. We joke that the Black Plague is the only … Continue reading

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Alive, but Unhappy About it

For those paying attention, I am, in fact, still alive. Unfortunately, my body seems to have other plans.  Sunday night I began feeling a little under the weather, achy and chills.  Starting Monday, I was quite sick.  Diarrhea, severe abdominal cramps … Continue reading

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Snapped

Ok, I know i’m fucking depressed, but this is getting out of hand. I sit here, almost 3am, and I am crying. I’m feeling overwhelmed by the sense of loss.  Loss of my happiness, loss of desire, loss of love, … Continue reading

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End of the Line

It seems the end of the line has come.  Time to get off this crazy train of a planet. I’ve come to the conclusion over the last six months that I am a terrible human.  I’m not sure if it … Continue reading

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